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hot pussy lickingIn last post I was kind of abstract, so now enough with the abstraction, here is what happened to me and Yan. You might know that Yan stayed in Goa, India from October 2013 till March 2014. During that time I had experienced that huge internal transformation during which I had to get rid of some really deep behavioral and thinking patterns. At the same time I can to the realization that I had lived in a big illusion for some time… Of course that my life with Yan was ideal, I loved him so much that I couldn’t imagine we won’t be together in the future. We were doing everything we wanted. We had this awesome site running which enabled us to enjoy life to its fullest and don’t have to worry that much about money. Of course that it was hard work on one hand but we kind of had this basic income which was quite enough for our humble life and vagabond like travels. We were enjoying life, the site, sex, each other and our life’s mission. We kept on working on ourselves, got married and believed that we will overcome anything together because we keep helping each other in the inner growth. The illusion was in that I was completely happy with this kind of life. The truth was that I didn’t want to have children for some three years already and it was mainly because I believed I don’t have any space in my life for them…

This was kind of indicator which I haven’t seen then… Indicator that something is wrong with the set up of my life. I was the leader, as some guy has written in his comment. I was the one taking care of our life and I was the one running all the projects we had going on (including the build of kind of semi-legal Earthship in Prague, which was kind of huge responsibility)… Yan was always there giving his full support to everything but only a few times he was the leader and few times he was doing things that were truly his… I didn’t think it was a problem, Yan probably didn’t think it was a problem, we thought that we very well complement each other… But in a way it was just an illusion, although a big one and one that was giving us big stability and happiness.

So in winter 2014 I realized this big illusion of my life and experienced some great depressions that came together with the realization… One by one I was overcoming the depressions and started to build new Misha. Misha 2.0 who is independent of Yan and everyone else even though she can’t hear and understand 95% of people who she talks to for the first time. Misha 2.0 who is deeply in love with herself and doesn’t need anyone else to prove herself that she is worth of love. Misha 2.0 who is aware of her possibilities and power and who wants to use this possibilities for the wellbeing of all the living creatures on this planet. It sounds idealistic but I don’t give a shit about that, lol. It’s who I am and who I want to be. I know that nonviolence is the right way to go, I keep on building this nonviolent lifestyle of mine. I am trying to be nonviolent in all the aspects of my daily life. I am far from achieving this goal but things are moving forward in this direction and that’s all I care about. I don’t care about being 100% nonviolent. I care about being on that path and enjoying every moment of it to it’s fullest…

34 Responses to Illusions the Great Teachers

  1. giovanni onMay 03, 2015

    Contact Voyta for new video…

    • guest99 onMay 04, 2015

      How do you contact Voyta and what is the new movie?

    • giovanni onMay 13, 2015

      how to contact voyta for a new video?

      where is misha?

      where is yan?

  2. Ben onApr 10, 2015

    This website is officially dead.

    • t7 onApr 11, 2015

      Hope it’s just temporary suspension. If Misha is still out there it would be great to hear from her. The website registration expired in February but was renewed so maybe we’ll get some news eventually.

      • CdX onApr 11, 2015

        Wathever happens I had (and still have) great time thanks to Misha.
        I wish her the best, and hope to see her back one day, here or somewhere else…

  3. Larry Kross onMar 18, 2015

    I would love to see a video of Misha at the shower and the bed, touching herself completly naked and at 1080 quality.

    • misha onMay 13, 2015

      hmm, I will tell my bf about that, maybe he would be willing to shoot something like that for you ;)

  4. Lupo onMar 16, 2015

    I would love to see Misha touch herself in a shop changing room, or film herself while in a caffetteria without pants.
    or even masturbate alone on her bed and then look straight in the camera while licking her tasty and wet hands like if she was sucking a cock.

  5. James1776 onMar 13, 2015

    I simply want her to remain in touch and be happy.

  6. OLS_Lover onMar 12, 2015

    I would like Misha to double penetrate herself with two vibrators. ;-)

    • CdX onMar 12, 2015

      And what about a big, really big, realistic black dildo ?

      I ever dreamt watchnig Misha sucking a black penis…

      • CdX onMar 13, 2015

        Or maybe one dildo on the pussy and another in the mouth… ?

  7. guest99 onMar 11, 2015

    Let’s all post solo video requests of what we would like to see. Maybe one idea will turn Misha on enough to make it. I think a video would be nice where you finger yourself and your ass at the same time until you orgasm.

  8. Larry Kross onMar 10, 2015


    • Harry onMar 10, 2015

      Oh Larry, you really didn´t get it. There will be no more new videos any more. I´m even pretty sure that there will be no more posts…

      • OLS_Lover onMar 11, 2015

        I wouldn’t be that pessimistic. I just think Misha needs to find a new partner with which she can be naughty and can post videos. I’m pretty sure that we’ll hear from her in the coming months.

  9. Holly onMar 02, 2015


    Glad to see you transition to 2.0! As a member all I wanted to see was you.Love your booty and cute toes. Will you now post nude/barefeet outdoors masturbation videos? I would stay to watch that. Also now that Yan is gone will you put back up ALL the videos you made with past boyfriends? I want to see those!

  10. Scheich onFeb 24, 2015

    Come on guys, don´t beat her this way.
    Everybody thinking about buying a membership of this site can now read the cicumstances: buy a short ticket, get gigabytes of sexual stuff and leave the membership. The price for many hours of videos is ok, less than a dvd in your next erotic store …
    this is real life and not a porn site,and one of the differences is that life doesn´t follow a script.
    So all the best to you, Misha, and keep your blog online to your followers!

    • CdX onFeb 25, 2015

      Exactly +1

    • Amy Wert onFeb 25, 2015

      Then what I read, I true reality is that Yan died in the motorcycle accident, because hidden misha do not understand, I’m full of grief for the loss of Yan, was a great man a mystical, a philosopher, a guru sex with a penis maravilloo, full of anguish and tears because misha hides from us the truth about the accident.
      Justice Yan !!
      Yan love you and will always love you, my beloved guro and teacher

      • CdX onFeb 26, 2015

        Amy good girl (or not…), thank you fo your mystical lament but now it’s time to take your medecine an have a goo sleep !

    • OLS_Lover onFeb 26, 2015

      I fully agree with Scheich.

  11. MICHAEL onFeb 22, 2015

    Hey guys, I have read all of this stuff about Misha 2.0, but let’s remember that we joined to this site because its content was all about Misha’s sexual life. We read the blog’s stories, but they were only to prepare us for the videos, that’s the reason of the site. The name says it all: Open Love Site (what’s an open love?) and the previous one: Watch Us Fuck (says it all). Is the product that we bought gonna change?

  12. Lupo onFeb 20, 2015

    heeeeeeere we go again.
    8 months of absolutely no communications.
    then somebody starts getting upset and says “lets free the contents of the site” and Misha magically appears again.
    two messages in two weeks.
    zero contents.
    For people who love this blog this it is extremely frustrating.
    I do not understand why don’t you publish something every day?
    a selfie, a picture, a detail of your body or of your life?
    how hard is it to post a picture taken with your mobile phone???
    How does this interfere with your evolving Misha 2.0.
    It’s a matter of coherence: you keep the blog open equal you post something on it. logical no?
    I don’t mean showing your intimate emotional things. I mean, show us that you still care about the people who log on every day to see if you have written or posted something.
    otherwise say: good bye everybody. I am done with this site. the end.
    so we stop coming here looking for you.
    show some respect for your audience.

    • Harry onFeb 21, 2015

      There is nothing more to say. You are sooo righ!!!

      • UConnMike04 onFeb 22, 2015

        Exactly. Unfortunately this is going to come across as me being a jerk/mean, etc. but I don’t mean to be. What I’m about to say is the obvious truth and it needs to be said. So I apologize to Misha or whoever else gets offended…I think there is a HUGE disconnect between Misha’s thoughts on this site and what it’s about and what the poor paying customers (again, not me) and prospective customers expect. No offense to Misha 2.0, b/c I’m glad you have your goals and I truly hope you reach them but 99% of the people that visit this site don’t care. What attracted people to this site and WUF.com back in the day were the sexual videos/pictures. There are a TON of personal blog pages where people type about their lives, humanitarian efforts, etc. that people can go too but outside of a select few all of us are only here for the pics/videos and it’s not fair to people to keep logging on hoping for some sexual content to not see any updates since July. I know you and Yan are no longer together (I guess) and you’re with someone else, but if that’s the case then you should maybe tear this site down and build a personal blog site for the few people that are really interested in your adventures. Let’s be real…people come for the sexual content. When you pull up the site there’s a pic of you topless and the scrolling pictures on top of the site near the banner are all sexual. Hell, the last site was called “Watch Us Fuck”, can’t be more blatant than that. Again, I apologize if this comes across as offensive but it’s reality…I only speak for myself, I wish you the best w/ Misha 2.0, but realize that 99% of the people here ONLY came here for the sexual content and only keep coming here hoping for more sexual content and if there is not going to be any I think you should announce the closing of the domain and provide a link to a personal blog or something b/c what you’re doing now is not right for the paying customers, charging money to join on the top of the page and yet provide zero content for what’s advertised.

  13. t7 onFeb 16, 2015

    Hello Misha,
    As a follower from the original days it is wonderful that you have began to communicate with us again and thank you for explaining what has been happening.

    The last months of 2014 have been particularly challenging for you.

    You have transformed from a sexy girl the to a beautiful woman now who is in charge of her life.

    We have all loved your powerful lovemaking clips and it would be fantastic to see you in full orgasmic action again but even without the superb sex we do really enjoy hearing about how things are going — the good and the not so good.

    brgds, t7

  14. Michael onFeb 13, 2015

    As I Began to Love Myself – Self Love Poem by Charlie Chaplin

    As I began to love myself I found that anguish and emotional suffering
    are only warning signs that I was living against my own truth.
    Today, I know, this is “AUTHENTICITY”.

    As I began to love myself I understood how much it can offend somebody
    As I try to force my desires on this person, even though I knew the time
    was not right and the person was not ready for it, and even though this
    person was me. Today I call it “RESPECT”.

    As I began to love myself I stopped craving for a different life,
    and I could see that everything that surrounded me was inviting me to grow.
    Today I call it “MATURITY”.

    As I began to love myself I understood that at any circumstance,
    I am in the right place at the right time, and everything happens
    at the exactly right moment. So I could be calm.
    Today I call it “SELF-CONFIDENCE”.

    As I began to love myself I quit steeling my own time,
    and I stopped designing huge projects for the future.
    Today, I only do what brings me joy and happiness, things I love to do
    and that make my heart cheer, and I do them in my own way and in
    my own rhythm. Today I call it “SIMPLICITY”.

    As I began to love myself I freed myself of anything that is no good for
    my health – food, people, things, situations, and everything that drew
    me down and away from myself. At first I called this attitude
    a healthy egoism. Today I know it is “LOVE OF ONESELF”.

    As I began to love myself I quit trying to always be right, and ever since
    I was wrong less of the time. Today I discovered that is “MODESTY”.

    As I began to love myself I refused to go on living in the past and worry
    about the future. Now, I only live for the moment, where EVERYTHING
    is happening. Today I live each day, day by day, and I call it “FULFILLMENT”.

    As I began to love myself I recognized that my mind can disturb me
    and it can make me sick. But As I connected it to my heart, my
    mind became a valuable ally. Today I call this
    connection “WISDOM OF THE HEART”.

    We no longer need to fear arguments, confrontations or any kind of problems
    with ourselves or others. Even stars collide, and out of their crashing
    new worlds are born.Today I know THAT IS “LIFE”!

  15. vins onFeb 09, 2015

    Hello Misha

    I too am pleased to hear from you.
    For many years I frequent the site (since wuf …) and I’ve always been more sensitive to all of your project and not just look compulsively videos …!
    I think it is much more emotional (for me anyway) that sexually exciting (here I exaggerates perhaps a bit anyway!)
    I had tried to say that in my first message, there is a long time (This is the second!)
    It’s as if you tried to recreate paradise on earth “they were naked and were not ashamed” with simplicity, spontaneity, generosity, ready to give all of you, not just with your sexuality but throughout your purpose in life and around you.
    But I had become anxious to see quite vulgar comments of some members, and to see you too, with Yan, assign certain stereotypes of the pornography industry. (This was my feeling, anyway)
    I thought that maybe you risk losing yourself in this evolution.
    So I was not completely surprised of your silence, hoping that this might be a sign that you tried to remain faithful to yourself.
    If I understand correctly, it’s a little of what happened to you (but perhaps not for the reasons that I presumptuously imagined).
    So I wish you lots of positive things, full of energy to continue your way.
    No matter if there are any more videos “sexually explicit”!
    I would remain faithful to the site and I assure you of my support
    A gift, a poem of Antono Machado (you may already know) that I remembered reading you:

    everything goes
    and everything remains
    But our business is moving
    To pass by drawing
    Paths of the sea
    Traveler, the path
    This is the trace
    of your steps
    That’s all; Traveler,
    there is no path,
    The path is made by walking
    The path is made by walking
    And when you look back
    You see the path
    than ever
    Thou shalt tread again
    Traveler! There are no paths
    Nothing wakes sea

    With all my tender feelings

  16. guest99 onFeb 08, 2015

    Hello Misha,

    A tumblr account may help get rid of some of the people on the site who are just here for sexual content and selfish in their thinking. I would read it here or there and enjoy both the sexual posts and more journal like posts. I hated to see some of the mean comments on the other posts, I’m not sure if they were just trying to get your attention or if they missed you so much they got that angry. I first started following you after I saw the video where you were in the train, it was a long time ago, and have been following your posts ever since then, so it was alarming in a way to follow someone that long and then total silence. I know that you probably shared select things on the site and didn’t talk about some of the deeper concerns and that makes everything to us seem fine when it probably wasn’t. I hope you continue to share with us whether sexual or just a journal.

  17. stephan onFeb 07, 2015

    As a long time sub I am happy to see your return and well-being. Have you ever considered a move to a tumblr or a blog that focuses on Misha 2.0? I am sure some of us would follow that.


    • misha onFeb 08, 2015

      Hello Stephan, why do you think I shouldn’t continue posting here but should create a blog on different platform?

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